yesterday was my first day back at work. it was really hard to come back. efe dropped mason off for his first day at day care. i went to see him at lunch and he was so upset. apparently the formula was really upsetting his stomach. he isn't used to having so much formula. it was really hard for me to walk in and see him crying. he was just sitting in a swing, which was the hardest part. i know that if i were home with him, i would be comforting him when his stomach hurts.
today was much easier. i took him in to day care this morning and i didn't even feel sad. i went to see him and feed him at lunch time. when i took him back, i felt a little sad, but not too bad. i guess it will get easier every day. the hardest part is that by the time i get home, it is only a couple of hours until he is ready for bedtime.
working is not fun at all. i feel so exhausted. i guess my body will eventually adjust to being back at work, but i'm not sure how long that will take. efe is out of town this week, which makes it harder. i hope that mason starts to sleep more at night soon.
mason is really starting to smile a lot more now. he started smiling occasionally a couple of weeks ago, but it was only when he felt like it. now, i can normally get him to smile if i want him to.
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